ok so. sO im going to make pages for everyone and make it grammatically correct but my bf suggested the idea of making little rambly shrines for each of my beloved comfort characters I HAVE SO MANY But my top top. top top ult fave comfort characters
some are villains some are from silly franchises but you know what??? THAT IS OKAY! i enjoy and love Freely i indulge i love i am free!!!
so since i don't have a ground plan and i'm trying to be less filtered and stop stifling my creativity and trying to be a perfectionist that does everything first try, i'm going to just rawdog this i'm going to type with reckless wizardly abandon like a wizard trapped in his tower furiously writing in his journal about the little magical creatures living with him like documenting said creatures is his life mission i'mgoing to ramble i'm going to gush and then.
THEN. then!!! when i am finished gushing i will keep this as a blog post AND format and proofread my rambles as tidy little explosions of passion for my favoirte characters in this whole wide world
so first of all i need to constitute who are my favorite ult fave in the world characters. that is a difficult mission indeed!! how do i even pick and choose like that? *PUSHES UP MY GLASSES AND TAPS BLACKBOARD WITH WAND* AHEM.
well first of all an obvious criteria is longterm enjoyment! that isn't always the case because i have some charas i've only latched onto for a few months i would endlessly die defending and loving. but there are others i've loved since the year 2013 that i have loved for various reasons, these are ones i hold most precious to my chest, even when my love for them has waned and waxed like the moon i always come back to them. who will this chara be? it's a despairing surprise!
another criteria to consider, well what kind of attachment do i have? do i have a gushy lovey attachment? do i just think they're neat? do i view them with an older sibling fondness after surpassing them in age? charas such as that include killua and alluka to me, and god i won't ramble about them but hxh is such a precious media to me. don't get me started on what alluka means to me in terms of transness and a system.
so hmm, that's tough. maybe i'll just include characters i adore and want to smooch. well kind of, but that's not the only reason i love these characters. it's true i associate most if not all of them with my bf. but i don't want to just shrug and say OH that's the only reason! because that's such an oversimplification! i love how passionate these characters are, i love how they're written, i love what they represent.
ahhh but don't charas i've grown up with hold a specific place i can't put my finger on? do i even need specific criteria? can't i technically also love say hello kitty or spyro the dragon as a cc? because i do! so where's the line?
and now i'm just rambling for rambling's sake with no filter! see what happens! :"(
so i've gotten nowhere besides a vague hint to one character... and a few namedrops of others! we're right back at the beginning.
some characters i've been considering adding or know for sure i want to add are; golden witch beatrice, junko, fyodor, suguru(+sashisu in general?! does that count??), rika/bern... and after that i just collapse because i love so many more and i just start listing them all Q_._Q GHJAHGJHGGJJJJJHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH Its 4 am
ok back to who the fuck to add!!!!!!!!!!! can i add 99% of the bsd cast does that count.. theres so many charas where like i LOVe THEM BUT do they make the top _? speaking of How many will i be listing. top 3? top 5? top 10? no limit?